emotional drainage?

because i don’t feel like re writing everything right now about how i am feeling, i can post my reply to a friend which is what i would say only it wouldn’t be in reply form:

hi sweetie,
awe man. i know how you feel all too well. im sorry you are physically sick.. i am too, and a lot of it comes from my emotional unstable life.. if it’s not one thing it’s another.. i have a bf and everything that supposed to feel like im not alone but i always do. this isn’t a feeling im not used to though. i have felt this way my whole life. i can be surrounded by people and still feel alone..
its really upsetting and it drains you physically, emotionally, mentally… every way possible.
All i can say is do the best you can for yourself… i KNOW its so hard xxxxxxx (big hugs)
what also doesn’t help at least in my situation is that i dont have friends. i have family and stuff but not like girlfriends or anything :/
and weight yeah… i am not happy with my body at all. the last few years i gained some weight like, seriously out of the blue and i dunno why..and no matter what i do i can’t get rid of it… again.. emotional shit…

Remember the world is huge and there ARE a lot of us that feel the same as you and hell, even thinking the same at the same time as you/

(starla)

sucks. suck suck sucks.