I’ve been spending time trying to figure out what it is in my life i need to focus on the most. Working things out in my real journal, that kind of thing.

There are things that i want/need to achieve which obviously wont get done unless i do them. The one thing that is very important is that i keep helping myself with my depression and staying away from things that screw it up like alcohol. It does nothing good for me and i know this, therefore it is unimportant.

I want to lose weight, i don’t know how many times i’ve said this but there must be some way i can get proper exercise and still manage to eat healthy without stressing myself out. it really isn’t as hard as i make it. Eating HEALTHY is a big one…i let myself slip too much and there is no room for that.

Things i want to work on:

Happiness,being sober,veganism,eva,my relationship with j,health/fitness,yoga?some kind of workout,making friends*,possibly counseling,new creative direction??,saving money and maybe picking up a 2nd job so i do not have so much time on my hands…fill it with happy things.

So basically this is direct stuff out of my IRL journal. But with determination i dont see why i cant achieve any of these things.

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