Hiya!!
Just wanted to share my new art piece, if anyone even reads this blog! hah.
(see it larger and all my other pieces here: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Starlove-Art/267306582103?ref=ts )
And the new art video i made to show some of my art a bit more personally:
Also, un-related, i cut my fringe back in. woot 
XOXO STARLA!
I’ve got a ghost in my head
somewhere bleeding orange and red
split apart, becomes a spirit bone
hoping its you that takes me home
this place is desolate this place is .. too late
whoops forgot my sheers never leave the house with you m’dears
i find it funny you can leave behind so fast
it only makes my heart soul speak and fly fast
i’ve got this ghost in my head floating around like a super orb
got a feeling you might understand
got a feeling you might take my hand
the lense is capturing polaroids of you in the future with my new wave camera baby and the wolves aren’t silent this time….
Crimson clouds bleed star fairy dust and im on my own again.
Wondering what so many of you call company, the dizziness creeps in again.
Metalically shining upon me, my super hero’s look down at me and grin, this could be a long night settling in.
Tip tap, spin your world upside down, amazing what you’ve found. A girl in blush & lace makes the world a better place.
Inventing new words and ways to live in this world, isn’t easy when you’re an invented one yourself. Capture this moment and live in time, You’ll easily forget it without a rhyme.
Soon the dust fairies move in and clean out a place for me to breath again, I find it so refeshing I decide to call it home. Back with the silver stars,the talking cats and the music from mars. I dedicate this love to you.
All black and blue, stand up. Infect the wounds with silver salt, cast a new spell. Blood and crimson flushed pat yourself dry. Hearts escape and cloud the room, my spirit travels high.
Pinch yourself, to make sure you’re not in a dream. Though sometimes its the best place to be.
I find the laughter I always loved deep in a river twisted and shoved, pull it out for the world to see
And say “hey guess what? you’re seeing what’s ME.”
(c)Starla sept 22 2010
fall sun in my face i remember the laughter the far away embrace you became something that made me shine, drove me to laugh more than cry. I miss the days of chatting, exciting videos and wondering what was next. You always had my back at least i thought. The bike rides and the memories you captured only for my eyes. I can still see them like a film across the golden screen. The days when we held each other up, this is now such sadness, depression, you fucked me up. How can something so precious and sweet turn into bitterness in my soul? I see all the images floating in and out of my brain. The pumpkins, halloween, the lights we used on the computer screen. Fuck… i miss you please come back.. what was this a funny, joke, a fucking laugh? Tear me apart, cos you already did. You’d say I did too much for you. How can someone who cares, care too much? Was it because i was the only one who ever cared as much as i did? did i scare you? i didn’t mean to push you away with fucking good things…what can i say? i love you and miss you and still do to this day. I sent you a letter to try and resolve, any message of weakness this friendship involved… i don’t know if you’ll care one bit..but i hope you’ll remember all the happiness there was… bright stars of wonder beamed from your eyes. The day you cried so hard and i was the only one there. So far away and i still cared. How can you push me away like trash? You seem to forget I was there when you crashed. So until I can get past this I will keep trying to get you to remember.. but my heart can’t go on like this forever. So please take a minute and think about what we shared. Maybe you’ll decide if you ever did care.
car crash the past like an open book. running, spinning, trying not to look. I miss how the days were full of smiles and tears only came when there was a reason. The only things I miss about the past is myself. I am the only one with the power to change and the power to re invent myself.. is this true or do i just wish it was? Time travels so fast like the speeding bullet of a heart attack. Mind blows up in another atmosphere and i have to wonder what set it off.
Start over and start new. I do this a lot and they ask me why. I just sit and cry and sit and cry. Night time is the worst, i remember all my demons then. Waking up a new task. Make myself complete. There is always another chance. Don’t let things get at you, get at them. Murmur the thoughts around your little dirty twisted head just for a minute and maybe the past wont be so hard to digest.
Boom.
Feather floating. crying in fear .withdrawn sugar spin. imagination unclear.Watching the dust float from child to doom. I forgot this day was happening soon. Makeup make out fake out trash. I remember the words before the time they are cast. Do you ever wonder what colour you are in a dream. I guess i speak what I learn and soon speak to dream. Whatever happens the light is still there. Like a red superstar glow burst far up in the air. Transport your mind to another time. Take a step back, rewind. The day opens up like a stormy sky. Moods lather up like the soapy eye. Hello new wonders, new fears. Im glad you made it, I told you i was here. Now piss off and leave me a lone. I think it’s time i learn to let go. But letting go is the scariest thing I have ever begun. I see you from the beginning and there will never be an end.
Hey guys! Just wanted to do a little blog about my art, regarding prices, what’s available and so forth. Id really like to sell some more, so if you see anything or may be interested in a commission just ask!
Prices etc:
Typically I use high quality drawing paper that is size 9.5 x 12
Right now i use PRISMACOLOR pencils & ink.
Prices vary depending on the piece… Understandably so, the more work involved the more a piece will cost.. you gotta understand i put money into these materials and the time & blood & sweat! 
Most drawings i charge $80. Which i think is very reasonable. I can also frame them upon request.
I also sell just prints (large) for $10.00 Or small are $5.00 each. Let me know about prints in advance as i have to get them printed!
I do lettering as well if would like something done in tattoo font lettering… Up for just about anything including cd covers, posters, book covers, anything you may need art for!
If you have any questions just ask!
Oh and ps> I am always available to do a commission- get yourself drawn, your friend, loved one etc- make awesome gifts 
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What is available?
http://www.flickr.com/photos/starlabella/sets/72157623404913461/
Any other questions just ask me aharris@myfairpoint.net
xoxox thanks!
Hmm so what’s going on?
Well im still working on my loving myself thing, in an emotional,mental kinda way. Accepting who i am. Realizing i *am* loved is a biggie. I think that’s a human acceptance issue for many though.
Been going through a rough patch with my diet too. trying to figure what is best for me… all that kinda thing.. but nothing has changed, I’m still vegan and loving it! Also staying away from alcohol and continuing with my meds for the time being. I think they do help and right now with a few things going on emotionally i should probably not attempt to discard them, though do not plan to stay on them for too long either.
So LA is coming up soon! August 11th I leave.. i can’t wait!!!!! I’ve been to california but never to the awesome land that is LA My brother lives in hollywood….and we’re staying at the coolest place. It’s going to be a trip! I come back on the 16th (monday) All sorts of things planned already.. i better make sure i have loooooots of batteries But not pack too much shit either!
Been working on some other styles of art lately too… i love my drawings as i do them but i want to sell some of them! Wish it wasn’t so hard! I’m enjoying learning tattoo script writing….and may delve more into watercolors and pastels…that kinda thing.
I also need to get back into learning my guitar again. man its been so long. I never did play “properly” though.. i always just played… which im fine with, as long as- i- know what im doing that’s all that matters to me
what else?………………uhmmmmmmmm can’t think of much just now. I should probably get off to bed soon. Instead of making this a rambled blog.
I’ll leave you with this pic …. 
Hehehe aww
till next time.
XOXOX | Starla
My newest drawing.. finished tonight.. Miss TOVA of godsgirls.com
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